After a few days of quiet sadness, I've started to feel a bit numb since it's like I'm in limbo with Chiara, not knowing whether it's better that she's here for a longer or shorter time. I guess when you know the end is looming, the fear of when outweighs the actual end.
I also think about how my moping lately hasn't been doing anyone any favours. Why would anyone choose to start the grieving process early?
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